Back to reality with a bang and then move on to happiness. Because one day you might never be able to find it because the brain and organs will be fried. You have to stay on top of the people that want you to fall in this world. A dealer wants your cash to expand his wallet and doesn't give a damn about the health of the buyer or the shrinking wallet. If you revere a dealer then you are on your way to becoming a mug with a capital MUG.
Always be on the outside looking in.